Friday, November 21, 2014

Riding the bike is

My mom called me in the middle of yesterday, saying she wrote a poem about riding her adult tricycle. It came to her in 15 minutes, and she wanted to read it to me over the phone. I was touched.
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Riding the bike is
(by M. Chahinian) 

Wind blowing the hair
Breathing the fresh air
Flowers everywhere
Trees planted along the way.

Exercising is the best
Going east and west
Stopping for some rest
And perhaps be the guest.

Happy people to greet
Chit chat and meet
Embrace the heat
Bid farewell and proceed.

It is a good way
To start the day
Continue till midday
Then call it a day.

The pleasures are endless
Always happiness
Joy and gladness
Knowledge in quietness.

Looking at the birds perched on the wires
Without any cares or fear of fires
Well protected and fed by their Supplier
He who is our Heavenly Father.
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Totally cute, right? 

Alice used to write poetry like this. Did my mom impact Alice's writing?Or did Alice influence my mom? 

Probably both.

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Birthday dream

I had a dream about Alice last night. More like she appeared to me in a dream. There's a difference; the dream wasn't really about anything, except Alice's presence.
I'm not sure where I was when I saw Alice in front me, beaming her megawatt smile. She wore a rust colored loose sweater, typically chic. I couldn't believe I was with her, and I was so happy. I wondered if I was dreaming, yet it felt very real, so I dismissed the thought. All the pain of her absence disappeared when I ran up and hugged her. I picked her up like a baby, her legs dangling over my right arm, my left hand supporting her back. So blissful, I kissed her cheek again and again. We were both laughing and smiling. We didn't exchange any words.
We're away for L's spring break, and I went to a yoga class this morning. Toward the end, we put our fingertips on our foreheads and our thumbs at our jaws, covering our eyes in a meditative stance. We were supposed to clear our minds and breathe. But it felt like an opening for my sadness to enter, and I sat there on my mat, crying, trying not to make any noise.
Today's Alice's birthday, she would have turned 44. I miss her so much, and wonder what our relationship would have been like if she were alive.